7.09.2008

A weird dream...

Sometimes dreams are just dreams and don't amount to anything...but, then there are those with spiritual significance. Last night, I had a really weird dream. You tell me what you think!

I dreamed that my sister was alive. Then, the dream went to her and there were two other friends with her hovering over the open hood of her car. Shanda was trying to remove the engine from the car. Apparently, the car had broke down, and she was trying to overhaul it or whatever. Well, the next image that came to me in the dream was her friends telling me she died trying to take the engine out of the car!

In the dream, I was very distraught and angry. I found myself blaming another person for this tragedy that was so very preventable (or so it seemed in the dream). I awoke crying!

Is that weird or what? I began praying. God, what in the world? My sister is dead! How I wish her death were a mere dream...but she's dead now! Why am I crying? I'm mad she's dead! What are you trying to say to me, Lord? Or is this just my mind in overdrive?

Well, tonight, I called my brother and told him of the "weird dream" and he didn't have much to say...and as I turned on the radio to American Family Radio, I heard the Yousef (spelling?) guy preaching. He began this sermon talking about a car who's engine light comes on and says "engine trouble", and fear and faith, spending time with God, and more.

Ok, so, was this just a coincidence? What do you think?

3 comments:

Sherri said...

Really, I need to send you a long e-mail or call! As if we haven't had time to talk, but I have a list of things to mention :)

Here's what I say, I don't know :). But the fact that it was mentioned in a sermon would make me think twice about the dream, and ask the Lord what He is trying to say!

It was a bit odd that this post mentioned your sister, because I've been thinking about her and her family. But I will save the rest for an e-mail and/or phone conversation!

Love,
Sherri

PS- The lananin rocked! That's also on my list!

Anonymous said...

Wendi,

I was reading about your dream while I was on the phone with my Mom and I had to read it to her. Here is the thought that she had. The engine is the main part of the car that makes it run and the heart is the main part of your body that makes you survive. Getting a new engine is like wanting a new heart for your body so all will work right. Maybe Shanda was trying to tell you that even if she got a new heart things still would not have been running right and God knew this and called her Home. This dream you had was Shanda's way of telling you that things happened the way God wanted them and that she is now Happy and Well and living with her Father. Hope this all makes sense. Like I said this was my Mom's thoughts on it. We Love you girl!

Love,
Tammy

Jenn said...

I have a hard time chalking anything up to coincidence when God so clearly orchestrates everything. Other than that I don't have any answers as to the real meaning of your dream. I hope and pray you are given more light to help you understand what the meaning is.